U-KISS'S 0330 IS A NICE SONG. hey. how's life? mine is the same. have you ever felt like...youre waiting for something even though you know it won't come? hahah. i was just wondering. and i was also wondering, whats the point of having a blog if i only blog once in 5 months. wow, i just realised. AND THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY KEYPAD BECAUSE ITS MAKING ME TYPE IN CAPS. ive been pressing the shift button throughout; my hand hurts. sigh. life is full of deception and lies. and even my phone is against me. okay that doesnt make sense. till now, i dont quite get the phrase 'life is a box of chocolates.' do you? im addicted to chocolate but eating chocolate hurts (because i have ulcer in my mouth). gosh. oh these days people tell me im like a block of stone; no expressions and no reaction. i bet you agree ^^. this is such a puzzling phenomenon. what happened to me? i want my life back! and im sure you are bored reading this post right now because it was all an outburst of emotions. i hate living like this! i wish i could just be childish and act like a normal person instead of being so depressed all the time, making the distance between everyone and me bigger. once in a while when something really funny happens i laugh more than everyone else cos its been so long since i last laughed. its either i laugh a lot or dont laugh at all. and at this time, im still contemplating whether to publish this post or not. because people will have a weirder impression of me than they already do. then again, no one reads my blog. but if you do, please help me. come back to life (: oh a few days ago i dreamt that the end of the world is coming really soon. what worries me most is that im absolutely not prepared...things will get better...won't it?

URI SUNGMINNIE OPPA, SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA. Im proud to say I saw your face on TV today (: Have an awesome 2011 ahead of you! You will always be the oppa I respect most, because you are part of the group that led me onboard the K-wave~ thus, changing my life. Thanks for the memories, SARANGHAE~!

SUPER JUNIOR FTW.

...and Hello 2011.

The first day of 2011 has definitely been interesting. Let's start from the beginning, shall we? At midnight...i was half watching the countdown party and half watching golden disk awards. Saw Miss A, MBLAQ and 2PM's new year messages to Singapore (: Kee-yoot. Then i didnt even watch the COUNTDOWN itself. Awesome namie, awesome. After watching the GDA for 45 minutes, I decided to go to sleep. And how did I wake up? This is the best part. The mirror in the bedroom toilet smashed to the floor. No one was inside, it just fell down on its own. At 9 'o'clock SHARP. So I was woken up, i just sat up. -STARES- *blink blink* Then at 11, I watched GDA. Again. The whole thing this time. But actually, I already watched it on youtube. SIGH. Okay, 2days of school holiday before o levels left. And I have to spend it on homework and mental preparation for school. I just downloaded amaths, geog, ss and half of el holiday hw (the half that I didn't know existed). Wow. Yet, i have to stay motivated right? My final chance.

Oh yeah hahaha after consultation with my stylist, I cut my fringe today. On my own. it was a GRAVE mistake.

Hmm, the song I've been fantasizing about all this while was the soundtrack from Aladdin after all. (:

When the door closes...
(Doojoon + Dongwoon)



Thanks to...
(Junhyung + Yoseob)



Let it snow...
(Hyunseung + Gikwang)



BEAST never fails to impress (:

I'm seriously obsessed with 2NE1's Clap Your Hands. But I don't like 2NE1 as a whole. Especially because their music is very autotune. Lol. I don't know why I suddenly downloaded 3 2NE1 music videos. Hahahah. Anyway, I find Bom the most decent person in 2NE1. Thats why I like her I guess. HAHAHA.

Oh yes. Junhyung is made completely of hotness. LOL.
Even with that pokerface of his. Truth is, I started liking JH when I watched Entertainment on 5 and Beast was on. That time his hair was still short. :D I thought his rapping was damn cool, so. So when I downloaded the vid to my iPod I kept replaying that part over and over again. WHEE. Poppin' Dragon FTW!

Yay, can't wait for project dance cover. HAHAHA. We should be able to make it before 35, shouldn't we?

I've managed to learn most of Hoot, I hope I will be able to finish it soon. (:

HAHAHA this is just BEEEEYOOOUUUUTEEEEFUULLL!

Oh by the way. Yesterday my back, around the shoulder area was feeling very very painful. D: Felt like I sprained it or something. It was gone this morning but it feels like it might slowly come back. Hahah. (Remembering 2PM's I'll Be Back~)

I just realised that my mixpod disappeared. o.o

On my birthday I was listening to this song to get through the day. :D

MBLAQ’s Lee Joon showed up for an interview with Newsen having only slept for 40 minutes out of the entire day. When told that he looked tired, he nonchalantly replied, “It’s fine, I’m used to such a lifestyle.”

Is there any other idol as busy as he is? Busily preparing for MBLAQ’s new album, filming for KBS 2TV’s “Jungle Fish 2,” working on variety programs – it seems like even 10 bodies won’t be enough to complete Lee Joon’s hectic schedule.

Lee Joon previously showed glimpses of his fatigue while appearing on an Mnet program and dozed off while on the show. Viewers began wondering whether he wasn’t putting in enough effort into the show, and said it was right for him to have lost his admission to Seoul University.

Regarding this issue, Lee Joon stated that he felt regretful, but he had a reason. He clarified, “I had no time to rest during that period. I knew that I had to study, but I couldn’t. I have a severe bipolar disorder, and people only saw what was broadcasted on TV. They don’t see the effort behind the screen, such as the late-night rehearsals. No matter how hard I tried, my body just couldn’t keep up with me, so it was very upsetting.”

Despite the physical and mental stress, Lee Joon continues to work hard in improving himself and achieving satisfaction in his work.

“Acting is so fun. I have to work harder on it, but it’s hard to pay too much attention to it when I also have album promotions to do. While on break from the drama, I’d go film for a variety program, and then record for MBLAQ’s album during the 30-minute breaks. I wanted to do at least one thing properly, but I was never satisfied with what I put out.”

Despite having to work under such harsh conditions, Lee Joon stated that he was doing the best he could, and as joyfully as he could. “I’ve suffered from insomnia before my debut. It was fixed for a bit due to the fatigue after our debut, but it has come back recently. I haven’t slept for two days today and went for my script reading. It’s fun, so it’s all right. I don’t think I’ll be appearing on variety programs as often. I’ll be working hard on my drama and making sure our new album is of high quality.”

Source + Photo: Newsen
Tip: leejoonwifey

Categories: Breaking, Featured
Tags: bipolar disorder, insomnia, lee joon, mblaq

Credits to allkpop

Hey, I really pity Joon D: and all the other artistes out there who work that hard. It makes me feel like such a failure. Sigh. Thank you everyone, for working so hard to entertain us, and earn a living. You have made our lives a lot better (: