let's have a heart to heart talk
U-KISS'S 0330 IS A NICE SONG. hey. how's life? mine is the same. have you ever felt like...youre waiting for something even though you know it won't come? hahah. i was just wondering. and i was also wondering, whats the point of having a blog if i only blog once in 5 months. wow, i just realised. AND THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY KEYPAD BECAUSE ITS MAKING ME TYPE IN CAPS. ive been pressing the shift button throughout; my hand hurts. sigh. life is full of deception and lies. and even my phone is against me. okay that doesnt make sense. till now, i dont quite get the phrase 'life is a box of chocolates.' do you? im addicted to chocolate but eating chocolate hurts (because i have ulcer in my mouth). gosh. oh these days people tell me im like a block of stone; no expressions and no reaction. i bet you agree ^^. this is such a puzzling phenomenon. what happened to me? i want my life back! and im sure you are bored reading this post right now because it was all an outburst of emotions. i hate living like this! i wish i could just be childish and act like a normal person instead of being so depressed all the time, making the distance between everyone and me bigger. once in a while when something really funny happens i laugh more than everyone else cos its been so long since i last laughed. its either i laugh a lot or dont laugh at all. and at this time, im still contemplating whether to publish this post or not. because people will have a weirder impression of me than they already do. then again, no one reads my blog. but if you do, please help me. come back to life (: oh a few days ago i dreamt that the end of the world is coming really soon. what worries me most is that im absolutely not prepared...things will get better...won't it?
